It is so hard to imagine that six years have gone by since Tanner and Reagan were born! It was such a bittersweet day that day. My mind has been overwhelmed with so many memories today.....I was blessed that day with the sweetest little boys ever! God must have thought so to because he chose to keep one of them....it was devastating for us to see him go, and we shed many tears....I know that God has a little jewel in His angel band, I imagined him flying around today with his little wings, maybe they celebrated his birthday today, who knows!! I know that great joy awaits me when I get home!! Happy Birthday Tanner, I want you to know that you have brought joy to my life that I cannot explain, you are the most perfect child in my eyes that God ever created! Having you is a treasure that no amount of money could ever buy, Tanner you are amazing and Mommy loves you so much!! Happy Birthday Reagan, I want you to know how much we loved you and still do! Seeing you go broke mommys heart.....I know God must have had great big plans for you! You were such a precious little one, and as I cradled you in my arms I wanted to hold you for forever. Mommy had to say goodbye but only for a short time, I'll see you soon my baby.....I'll hold you once again...I put a balloon on your grave today, it had all kinds of animals on it....it broke loose and flew with the wind up to the heavens, at first it made mommy sad cause I had lost the balloon I had so carefully placed on your stone....then I decided that maybe it was traveling up to you! If you see a balloon, its from mommy!! Happy Birthday sweet boys, having you has changed my life for forever!
Much Love, Mommy
