Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Looking back.......

I love to look back at old pictures, it helps me realize how far Tanner has come! It also brings with it so many memories...... I wish so much that Reagan could have lived, Tanner gets so lonely and I know that those two little boys would have been best buds! I know they would have always understood each other! I do understand that God knew best and it was His will, I don't want to question Him, but it still does not take away the hurt. Tanner loves other children and babies, he will so often find him someone he likes and get them by the hand and beg to take them home with him, he will stare at babies and babies pictures, I have wondered so many times what he is thinking......does he remember? Someone was talking to me about it the other day and mentioned Tanner and Reagan being reunited again, I'm sure they will have lots of fun!! I am so glad God made a Heaven! It is going to be so perfect there with no more tears, sorrow or grief! Even tho I feel sadness often, I am still so very thankful that things are so well with us! The good things by far outweigh the bad! I am so thankful that Tanner is doing so great, what a blessing!! I am blessed!!








I didn't know I wanted a child with Down Syndrome until God gave me you.....Thank You God!!